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Shalom.

Greyson Chance bilang   :

You're so afraid of taking chances,

How you gonna reach the top?

 and his song for me, hahaa.. how come i say that? i will telling you my story, and it doesn't mean i tolak rejeki yang coming into me, so guys baca my entry, please don't close my blog tab before you finish read.

ok, kemarin lagi kerja bertatapan dengan Miss Excel, and my smartphone * i called it smartphone cuz  i dream a smartphone ringing, my beauty friend calling & text me, aku gk jawab cuz my smartphone rusak, speaker gk bisa dengar suara... but if listening music boleh #heran, so i borrowed my office mate's phone and i call her..

Me : Hallo..Berty ni aku Susan...

Berty : haloo... iya say, eh mau ka kerja ditempatku?

Me : shining eyes kembang kuping, mau..mau... this is i wait for age, i want new job 

ok.. i asked she to telling me secara detail the job she offered me, ok i got! nice job, basic on her explanation i dont work @fiel you know kalo diperusahaan itu kerja dilapangan sedikit berat, aku maunya kerja diruangan, bukan niat memilih milih tapi yaa that's me! #i dont know how to say..
trus aku ngasih tau dia, ntar aku kabari kalo aku udah pikirkan, ok selesai!

beberapa menit/jam kemudian, my friend texting me, he is Ronal, Ronal sms aku, nawari kerja juga, eh dia bukan boss la, tapi dia ditawarin kerja juga ma bossnya, tapi skarang dia juga kerja ya same with me, berhubung gajinya lebih besar dari kerjaan baru yang ditawarin ke dia, dia ngasih tau aku... dia bilang mau gk kerjaan baru... aku jawab, mau dong #benafsu

dia malah ketawain aku pas aku bilang gaji ku sekian Rp. 21054015752146845251357, hahahwakakweakakak, kumpau kalo aku bilang, trus dia bilang gaji yang kerjaan dia tawarin aku itu Rp.2.500.000 waaa...gaji manager tu Nal!! aku teriak di hp!!
sumpah gajinya memang besar aku kerja di tempat ku beberapa bulan tu,.. tapi aku bilang juga iya ntar aku pikirkan.
after home, i discussed with my mama, but my mama show DISAGREE  face..ok i got her mean, mama belum dukung mau pindah kerjaan baru, biar  gaji tinggi, mungkin next time laa...
why i try find new job? maybe you want to know what the reason. i have no reason ok, i dont have such i dont like my current job, just i want find new job for try my lucky have high salary, ya you know i have big responsibility as a daughter i help my parents,..
i do hope one day i will got my dream job!
for now, aku bersyukur banget bisa dapat pekerjaan ini, aku kerjanya Admin Pembelian di Perusahaan cold storage, sering2 lho makan udang..
ok..i tunggu next opportunity come and knock knock me! 
come and say *Susan please dont let me go!
And now time to say thank for reading.
Many blessing.