Shalom,
Sometime God allow
me to walking alone, being alone facing the obstacle just to make me realize
that God can use the difficulty to
show His power. As human being, im weak,
not rare im complain, im saying.. God, why this happend to me, im asking God in
my prayer, this burden you give me is not suit with my age, hehe..i mean im
still young, i need someone to be there with me, to give me some advice so i
know, this is normal for my ages, and yes, God doesnt allow me to be alone, He
sent me some kind heart people, giving me advise, i remember the early on my
struggle, Kak Sherly came to me, she give me advise, and when we were talking,
both having tears on eyes, ehhhh -___-