Shalom..
Anneonghaseyooo..
I just dont get this word “ asyik dengan dunia
sendiri”. If you are working in a team, you will understand this, i bet there
will be one person like this in your
team.. and in my work team thats me!
Haha... its not funny either something to be proud, dan aku baru tahu tadi,
setelah ngobrol atasan.... terrkezuttt juga la... karena selama ini saya pikir
aman aja no problem la.. normal, ternyata for my friend ini abnormal.. so what
should i do? Berubah jadi orang yang ribut.. nooo.. its not me! And i think i wouldnt force my self to be
other just to get a good complaintment from people around me, i will remain being orang yang asyik ma dunia
sendiri, as long as i didn’t bothering other..
But i accept this as input from them, as i
always said i just want to be better ,
dan what make me shock is i think no body will be notice my alteration,
why do i said notice? Karena selama ini saya bisa dibilang tidak terlalu
pendiam, agak ribut juga, banyak bicara.. but it was kan.. dan each day kita
semakin menua, semakin beda pemikiran dan pandangan hidup kita beda, so it think
its normal.. namun for some people tidak muda menerima perubahan, they want us
being the same person as they meet us
first. Dan semakin menua juga cewahhh
tuaa yaks? Haha
Yang lebih penting jaga hati, jaga lisan jaga
bicara dan jaga pemikiran, dan having
much money. Hahah WTF! Everyone goal kan having money..
Puji
Tuhan walaupun dibilang asyik dengan dunia sendiri, tapi saya damai ma
dunia itu, hati saya tenang , kiri kanan ricuhh, hebohhh, entah ngapain, not my
own bisnis, tapi saat mereka ketawa ngakak ya i also laughing la, the best
medicine in this world lis laughter.. info medis si...
Dan disiplin... rapi iya aku, bersih iy,
kreatif juga iyaa .. but disipline it not me! Benar benar keknya harus training
kemiliteran baru bisa disiplin...
First, i couldnt wake up early, tidur jam
berapapun, lama tidur berapa pun tetap
lambat bangun, and maybe u couldnt believe if i said i only nee 20
minutes to showering and dressing yesss short time cuz i only apply bedak baby
and combing my hair, no need apply make
up.. simple and apa adanya, nacurel..
uniform pun i never setrika. Hehe.. tapi tetap rapi la.
Second,
ratu online, LOL! Who dont like browsing? U can see the world just by
one click, and my fav website now is Shopee,
apa gk i just like do shopping
window.. hehe
Cuz i can find diskon yang gila gilaa...
hahaha.. me would never never spent my
hard earn cash to shop, karena lagi target sekarang aku punya rumah pribadi
sebelum aku tua dan tak berdaya lagi,
And my fav social media is Instagram... i can
see many things, from Shabby Chic decoration, food, make up and i can read many
caption yang bisa menginspirasi, not less people who curhat on media social
yang bisa buat kita terinspirasi, i may
spent much time on IG but im not post photo often... kan udah janji sebelumnya
kurangi post poto, hehe yang special
dishare yang lebih special keep private, dan Puji Tuhan, udah gk senarsis dlu,
dikit dikit post dikit2 post.. i start
reduce post photo since Oppa told me, its not good, i listen and do it..
sesuatu yang baik kenapa gk dilakuin kan.
Komunikasi, nah it is my point, karena asyik
dengan dunia sendiri maka saya jarang mempedulikan teman team kerja,
maksudnya jarang ngobrol mungkin,dan
mereka bilang diantara 7 teman di ruangan ini, saya yang palig pendiam...
hahahhaa... ternyata gini juga jelek
ya... dan mungkin gk akan berubah si, karena saya udah nyaman begini, tapi
untuk kebaikan mungkin bisa diperbaiki.
Dan saya janji kedepan akan lebih baik, demi
kebaikan saya sendiri, awal awal mungkin susah ya, tapi ntar terbiasa... in the
name of God,, my transfomer begin today.
Friday, 29 September 2017.
San,
